I lean up against the
counter at the doctor's office. My two year old fidgets on my hip as I fill out
the paperwork to see our town's new pediatrician. The woman behind the desk
works her way through a checklist of questions.
“Your employer,
ma'am?"
I sign a paper with one
hand, hold my toddler with the other arm, and simultaneously rock my infant's
car seat with my foot.
"Oh, I'm just a
stay-at-home mom."
JUST a stay-at-home mom?
I catch myself as soon as the words slip out of my mouth. You would never hear
a doctor say "Oh, I'm JUST a doctor." Why do I feel like this is
something to apologize for rather than something to be proud of?
The last century brought
about some fantastic, positive changes for women – we can get a good education,
exercise our political freedoms, and influence society in the workforce.
Unfortunately, it has also shouldered many moms with guilt. To be honest, I've
struggled with fears that I'm wasting my abilities reading "Hop on Pop"
seven times a day. I'm smart. I'm educated. I could be successful. I could make
a name for myself.
But what if the name I
want most is “Mom”?
As a girl, I was told that
I could be anything, but very few ever encouraged me to pursue full-time
motherhood. That was taboo – a holdover from a previous era when women spent
their days in heels and pearls, polishing the silver for their dinner guests. Unfortunately,
in their zeal to open up the doors of possibility for a future generation, they’ve
given the impression that caring for a home and family is beneath the
enlightened woman.
If you choose to work
outside the home whether due to financial necessity or simply because you have
found a career that you love, there's no shame in that at all. But I think it's
important for millions of moms to know that what they do is important and
valuable, even if there are no annual bonus checks or performance reviews to
confirm it.
Your education and life
experiences enrich the lives of your children. They have shaped you into the
person you are today. They are not wasted.
Next time someone asks
you what you do for a living? Stand up straight and proudly proclaim: I've got
the best job in the world - I'm a mom.
Sarah, I've been reading Dr. Laura's book, "In praise of Stay At Home Moms" that a one of my SAHM friends let me borrow. You should check it out! Although, not a christian book with any scripture, it is very encouraging and she tells it like it is! I think that most people do not understand our worlds as SAHMs and that we are not just SAHMs we are actually homemakers too which is a very important role as well. Thanks for sharing! miss you guys!
ReplyDeleteLove this post! Thanks for sharing. I say the exact. same. thing. when someone asks me my job. I don't know if it would be worse to say that I'm a blogger? Oh well! Coming over from the Allume link up :)
ReplyDeleteThanks for stopping by Misty! I'm soooooo excited for Allume next week. I hear you on the whole "I'm a blogger" thing. I'm trying to get the nerve to tell people I'm a writer . . . not published quite yet, but a writer all the same. :-)
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